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There are moments in life when words never feel big enough for what someone did for you, and this is one of those moments.

When I was trapped in the unimaginable nightmare of akathisia, terrified, confused, and fighting for my life minute by minute, Nicki found me in a Facebook support group after I desperately reached out for help. At that point, I had no idea what was happening to me. I truly believed I was dying.

The fear, terror, physical agony, and hopelessness are impossible to describe unless you've lived through it yourself.

Yet somehow, from thousands of miles away in Australia, Nicki never left my side.

She stayed on the phone with me through some of the darkest days and nights of my life. When I felt like I couldn't survive another second, she would calmly say the words that became my lifeline:

"Hold on... just hold on."

And somehow, those words carried me through one more minute, one more hour, one more day.

Nicki didn't just offer emotional support. She helped me understand what was happening to my nervous system and body when nobody else could. She educated me, reassured me, spoke with my family and friends, and helped them understand the severity of what I was experiencing.

What makes Nicki so extraordinary is that she has walked through this hell herself and come out the other side. She became living proof that healing is possible. Rather than turning away from the pain, she chose to reach back and help others survive it too.

I truly believe Nicki saved my life.

There are people who enter your life for a reason, and then there are rare souls who carry you when you no longer have the strength to carry yourself. Nicki was that person for me.

No matter how many miles separated us, she made sure I never felt alone.

If you are struggling and considering reaching out to her, please know this: you are speaking to someone who genuinely understands this suffering, who will sit beside you in the darkness, and who will remind you to keep holding on until the light comes back.

Because of Nicki, I did.

– Kendra

"She Helped Keep Me Alive" – Jade

I am suffering from severe akathisia, benzodiazepine withdrawal, and paradoxical reactions, and there is one person who has helped me through it all, Nicki.

If it wasn't for her, I honestly don't believe I would still be here.

She has supported me through the most unbearable suffering imaginable. Sometimes just hearing her voice or receiving one of her messages makes everything feel a little more bearable.

Nicki constantly reassures me that I will get through this and that I will survive. Knowing that she has been through the exact same experience and come out the other side gives me hope during the darkest moments.

She is one of the strongest and most compassionate people I have ever met.

I love you, Nicki. Thank you for always being there, no matter what. I don't know what I would do without you right now. You are literally helping keep me alive, and I will be forever grateful.

– Jade

"She Truly Understands" – John

I came off a medication in 2024 and have been suffering through unimaginable symptoms ever since.

Throughout this journey, I have reached out to several people for support, and Nicki is one of those people who has consistently been there for me.

I have spoken with her many times on the phone, and she has always listened patiently and understood what I was trying to describe, even when the symptoms felt impossible to explain.

Nicki has always been positive, compassionate, and supportive during our conversations. Knowing there is someone who genuinely understands what this experience is like has made a significant difference to me.

I am incredibly grateful for her support and encouragement.

– John

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